Ashamed

Just take a tour here at my blog. I called it #onjoemoment LOLZ! I can't stop giggling, and there's a lil bit hmmm wet eyes. It brings back memories, the good and the kick ass one. This is surprising me, because I used to writing a lot, but what I'm doing now? Hello old me, I'm proud of your 'writing trying' that makes the new me realize that you are not that bad at writing. I'm asking my self is that me who writing the poem? Is that me who taking the pictures? Is that me who do the drawing? And where are 'me' now? Oh god, I must go back for good. It's so fun to make a post and then someday you re-read it again. See what you've doing in the past, maybe yesterday you cry at it and now you found your self laught at it. What a life!

COMELITA

My best are in town. Even though I haven't sleep for two days, her visit pays for all. Honestly, I have no idea where to take her. Finally I accompanied her to visit sekaten at keraton, and shopping at awul-awul market. I got 3 piece of blazer and her shopping for shorts. And Lucky for us to seattle at Coklat's cafe, I'm totally forgot there's Jogja Broadway that held from 6-16 January 2011. And we decided to watch Jogja Brodway! The Show was WOW! The complete report is in the next post :)

Warm Heat

Just checked my blog followers from Google. The number surprised me 16 :) It's little bit funny because now I live in 116 room LOL. I'm not supposed to post something here because I have my mid test by Monday. I can't sleep, and I'm a little bit unhealthy lately coughing sneezing and freezing. Jogja wheater becoming my enemy this October, I must put my jacket on. In this freezshing (freezing-sneezing night) I take a tour to flickr and look what I found!!

It's beautiful right? I'm head over heels when I see this picture and become more in love when I knew the photographer are female. I don't know why but I love it when a female become a photographer. And the surprise didn't stop at the gender but the photographer Ann He is only 15 years old. What a talented young girl! Another surprise is she's using an analogue film! My night is turn warmer when I found all of this fact <3>

I'll be there

Can't remember when I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy
You've taken all you can bear
You call me up (Call me up! )
Because you know I'll be there (Know I'll be there)

True Colors -Glee Cast

Teruntuk sahabatku, aku tidak tahu sejak kapan kau mulai berkeluh kesah tentang hidupmu. Kau memulainya dengan obrolan kecil. Aku setia mendengarnya, dan akan selalu begitu. Namun kali ini mendengarnya terasa begitu berat. Aku tidak tahu apa yang harus aku katakan, kata semangat tidaklah cukup. Aku tahu kau membutuhkan lebih dari sekedar semangat. Sahabatku sayang aku tahu kau selalu berusaha untuk keluar dari masalah ini, aku juga berdoa untukmu. Aku harap kau tidak lagi mengucapkan kata-kata itu, mereka sayang dirimu. Begitu juga diriku. Mungkin mereka butuh waktu untuk mengerti dirimu. Yang sabar ya sayang, kamu pasti ngelewatin ini semua. I love you.