I want to see everything

This photo was taken in ugm, while moslem people waiting for adzan or also called ngabuburit.

Give Me Time

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I need time to survive here in this new town.

I need time to realize that I'm far away from home.

To understand how this life is going on without your parents, your family and your friend. And live it all my life with all the strangers from all over this nation. That someday I hope they're become my friend and family too.
I'm so lucky if one of the stranger can become one of my bestfriend.

I just need time...
To leave all of my "White and Gray Life" and put it in my life track record.

My life that can't you see with naked eye, only they who have a heart that can see the colour.

The real colour of "White and Gray" that surely can make you won't leave.

I just need time...

To see this new live I life really are.

What should I do? or What should I've become to be?

Should I fake myself? or Stay what I was be?

But I know time will show me that this world is not as bad as it paints on my mind.

Show Me The Way

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

Luther Vandross- Dance With My Father

Kleptomaniac

You may not be my first.

But I hope this could everlasting.

You stole it from me, without permission.

Like a Kleptomaniac, not being able to resist that he take something from me.  

I love You.

It's not about your eyes, because I never look at you in the eyes.

It's not about your skin, because I never touch your skin.

It's not about your attitude, because without it you still got me.

When you ask me what is exactly make me feel like this.

I just can't answer it.

Because there's something on you that I can't find on someone else.

 I loved you so, but I should let you go.

Because I don't know how to let you know.

Maybe it's because I'm not thinking about you on every second of my life?

Maybe just because I'm not trying, as I should be?

Maybe 'cause I know you'd never love me back.

But, I do give my something that you can break.

My heart.